RIP My Daddy!!

To my blog readers.... I've been wanting to write this blog for while, but I had to wait until I wasn't so upset & could write it without it hurting so much.

OBITUARY

Gene Richard Carter

27 January, 1938 – 9 January, 2023

At age 84, of Kokomo, Indiana passed away on Monday, January 9, 2023.

My Daddy, My Angel:

I know this is April 18,2023 & you passed away on January 9,2023, before I wrote this blog I had to wrap my head around all of this. Still after four moths of you passing somedays I can't beleive that you are really gone. I know you and I never had a father & daughter relationship like we should've been. But you were & always will be my daddy. This blog is NOT to say good-bye to you because my heart & soul won't let me still.

January 11, 2023

Carter Carter wrote a sympathy message

“Daddy, I Love You So Much! Everything that you give me through the years will stay with me the rest of my life. I'll always be a daddy's girl no matter what anyone else says.. You will always be my daddy, you will live in my heart & soul forever.. Go fly high with Grandma I know you will always be watching over me no matter what I'm doing or going.. I'm not saying goodbye because I can't my heart won't let me.. I Love You Daddy Forever! Your Daughter Paula”

I wanted to say thank-you personally for your service in USA NAVY.. I am very PROUD daughter to have my daddy in the USA NAVY!!! I know you were in the navy way before I was born, but I'm still a PROUD DAUGHTER of being a US NAVY BRAT haha!! No one will never change that I am a NAVY PROUD DAUGHTER FOREVER!!. " Thank-You & I Love You Daddy!!!"

Even though we didn't have a father & daughter relationship like we should've been. We loved each other in our own ways. Now that you are gone I wish their ways to fix it, but now I know you are at peace n not hurting anymore. Yes I believe in ANGELS & I know you are up in heaven with grandma & aunt teresa wathing every move I make. I'm okay daddy but other days are alot harder on me at times. I am 100% a CARTER & PROUD of it we are all hard head. Everyone says I act just like you & when they say that I just say thank - you haha.. Somedays if my mood is just right I sit & cry because I think of my younger days, and other days I keep busy so I don't cry those days I keep busy.. You don't leave my mind or inside of me I just kind of leave that part of myself, until later on that day or night. There is NOT a DAY OR NIGHT you are not with me, because you are always with me no matter what I am doing.

Remember daddy this NOT good-bye...

I Love & Miss You Forever!!

Daddy, here is the words to a song from your favorite singer....

The Way We Were

Song By: Barbra Streisand

Mem'ries, Light the corners of my mind Misty water-colored memories Of the way we were Scattered pictures, Of the smiles we left behind Smiles we gave to one another For the way we were Can it be that it was all so simple then? Or has time re-written every line? If we had the chance to do it all again Tell me, would we? Could we? Mem'ries, may be beautiful and yet What's too painful to remember We simply choose to forget So it's the laughter We will remember Whenever we remember... The way we were... The way we were...

Daddy, I'm done for now, but this is NOT good-bye, it's just see you later until I come back to my blog.. "I Love & Miss You Daddy Forever!!!!!"